Duality?

It's so weird working on this book.

Right after everything went to hell, working on it was impossible. Even a month or two afterwards, whenever I tried to go work on it, it would be slow and hard to come. When I would have to cyber stalk him for dates and phrases, I was surprised at how ugly and unattractive he appeared to me then.

Now, more than a year after the fact, it's like looking at an entirely different person. I can see that he is a pretty decent looking fellow, but it's not the guy I remember looking at. WEIRD.

I want closure with this guy. And the only way that is going to happen completely, is to close the book on him. I have to finish writing this damn book.